Monday, December 26, 2005

Being UpSeT

blocking evryone on my msn list.. keeping quiet.. locking myself in the room and ignoring r some of the things dat i did when i was upset...

i'm not a perfect person and the same goes to evryone out there... it does take time for me to feel better again for maybe i'm a really small gas person.. that's just me..

i dun like creating hate atmosphere nor raising up my temper/voice and have a super big fight.. instead i like to keep it in a very calm manner and shut myself up till it finally fades away...

the bad thing is if one keeps irritating me.. i tend to have the explosive period which i dun think anyone would like seeing that..

13 comments:

Tom,Dick&Harry said...

Cheer up! Its the season to be jolly. Merry Xmas.

Anonymous said...

just appear offline lah. do extra work by blocking everyone. -_-"

Alicia said...

block evryone so dat i can chat with some frens online ..

Alicia said...

-.- typo.. i mean i do leave some unblocked...

Merv Kwok said...

hantu, take care man

Ivan said...

Happy New Year!

Its better to lock up than explode in front of everyone, but sometimes you should tell yur closest friend bout it. keeping it to yourself will poison you.

Why don't you get a pet here in KL?

Jellyfish said...

hi alicia...

dun be so sad ler :)

cheer up ok? :):):):):):):):)
see? lots of smile....

baga said...

I probably don't know exactly what you're going through alicia, and I don't wanna sound like I know. Just thought i might share my story.

Yea, not too long ago, I too was content living in my small world. After all, it provided me with everything I needed, sufficient enough to make me a jolly lad waking up and smiling back at the sun. It wasn't until a minute but still rather significant part of that world turned its back on me that I realised why all the animosity? Why the segregation? People do change in an instant too. Anyways, like you said, the world is large. Reach out, make new friends. You never know what a gem of a pal(s) you might stumble upon.

Some people will never comprehend, and just add a tinge of caution with whom you decide to share your stories with. For some immature people that I know equate sharing (which is my privacy and right btw) to backstabbing. Like what ivan said, it's true. Keeping things within yourself tends to set off an internal time bomb which is less than pleasant when its time comes.

Above all else, remember there are still the many people in this world who love you. Draw on those in times of err...not so gud times lah...hehe...just reach out to those ubiquitous, evergreen buddies. =) And just like yourself, I look forward to coming home every weekend (I live on my own on weekdays), for there's an atmosphere like no other at home. The support, the care, the providing, the mutual understanding, the comfort...the list goes on.

Cheers lady!

~*~LostSoul~*~ said...

adoi ... u need to chill out with me like those old days ... when i'm free later on, i'll call ya and i'll pick u up and we go for a movie or somthin ... ok baby?

Jee said...

Cheer up, it's xmas and a new year ahead. Smile smile :)

DarReNz said...

just go up to your roof and shout ur lungs out ..... u'll feel better ..... definitely ....

Alicia said...

thanx all haha.. me always feel better very fast wan :P no worries..

Anonymous said...

Yes i can confirm it doesnt take you much time to feel better. This commonplace is known as mood-swing :)

See what has happened to me in like 10minutes long time.

Someday i met up a girl who sounded cool to me. So after some days of knowing each other we shared pictures together. But before i got this picture she had said that i wasnt gonna send it out to anyone. I said that it wasnt any problem and i wouldnt send it to anyone. After some time she logged on msn thing and said to me "how could you give my photo away to another guy?!?! you bastard.".
When i wanted to answer on that one i was already blocked o.o
Then i started wondering what had happened.. Cause i really didnt really give the pic away to anyone. So i started typing a mail to her saying i didnt do it and so on. In the meantime she was obviously getting calmed cause she was "i'm a really small gas person.." and it took her some time to get herself alright.
Afterthen she logged on msn and started saying how sorry she was for all >< - it was a mystery to me how in so short time she found out that i didnt do give her pic away.

Oh Alicia, did it somehow happen to you too?